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The Stages

2010-10-14T00:50:00.000-07:00

" 1.The chase. The stage where you get to know the person & grow to love them. You talk to them constantly & text them. They’re usually the last person you talk to before you go to bed. You wake up to goodmorning texts from them & they’re on your mind throughout the day. As you two grow closer, you learn more about each other that makes you fall even deeper in love with them. Their flaws aren’t really flaws to you & everything they do just makes you light up. You guys share the same taste in music & do cute things for each other. You try to impress one another & I bet your friends tease you two about getting together.

2.The facebook status change. So it’s official. Facebook official. You two are now “In A Relationship”. Congratulations ! Your friends “like” it & comment on it. Don’t even deny that you like the attention. Admit it, honeymoon days & the pillowtalk stage is great. (;

3.Comfortable. You guys have reached a level of comfort with each other. You stopped trying to hard to impress one another & gradually you grow so accustomed to them if you’re a girl you lose the need to doll up & look your best every time you see them. Sometimes you may miss being single. It’s weird, when you’re single you want to be in a relationship but once you’re in one you sort of miss being single. You miss the freedom & now you’re responsible for another person’s feelings. But you shouldn’t feel that way constantly, or maybe you just can’t settle down. 4.Those stay-up-all-night-soul-crushing fights. You two have your first real fight. It was bound to happen eventually. Usually it brings you two closer because like they say, those who fight still care for each other. Those fights will either cause you to break up, or if you two endure, your love for each other will grow stronger & more secure. You realize the other person isn’t perfect, or exactly how you thought they were, as you become even more entwined in their life, but you love them despite your expectations.

5.The grass is greener on the other side syndrome. There comes a point where you wonder if someone else could make you happier. If there’s someone out there that will connect to you better or love you better. The thing is, when they get you, most guys stop doing the things they used to. You miss how hard he would try & the cute things he’d do. It seems like he’s not putting in as much effort as the other guy who does cute things for you but face it, those insignificant things are nothing compared to the love he has for you. When a guy truly loves you, best believe you have his heart in the palm of your hands.

6.Long term. Maybe it’s 6 months, or maybe it’s a year. But when you two have made it so far together that you’re considered long term, that’s an accomplishment because most couples around this age only last a few months."

2010-04-18T00:04:00.000-07:00

"Everything" by Lifehouse

Find me here

Speak to me

I want to feel you

I need to hear you

You are the light

That's leading me

To the place where I find peace again.

You are the strength, that keeps me walking.

You are the hope, that keeps me trusting.

You are the light to my soul.

You are my purpose...you're everything.

How can I stand here with you and not be moved by you?

Would you tell me how could it be any better than this?

You calm the storms, and you give me rest.

You hold me in your hands, you won't let me fall.

You steal my heart, and you take my breath away.

Would you take me in? Take me deeper now?

How can I stand here with you and not be moved by you?

Would you tell me how could it be any better than this?

And how can I stand here with you and not be moved by you?

Would you tell me how could it be any better than this?

Cause you're all I want, You're all I need

You're everything,everything

You're all I want your all I need

You're everything, everything.

How can I stand here with you and not be moved by you?

Would you tell me how could it be any better than this?

I don't wanna play the broken-hearted girl

2010-03-11T08:38:00.000-08:00

Youre everything I thought you never were
And nothing like I thought you couldve been
But still you live inside of me
So tell me how is that?
Youre the only one I wish I could forget
The only one Id love to not forgive
And though you break my heart, youre the only one
And though there are times when I hate you
Cause I cant erase
The times that you hurt me
And put tears on my face
And even now while I hate you
It pains me to say
I know Ill be there at the end of the day
I dont wanna be without you babe
I dont want a broken heart
Dont wanna take a breath with out you babe
I dont wanna play that part
I know that I love you
But let me just say
I dont want to love you in no kind of way no no
I dont want a broken heart
And I dont wanna play the broken-hearted girlNo...No
No broken-hearted girl
Im no broken-hearted girl
Something that I feel I need to say
But up to now Ive always been afraid
That you would never come around
And still I want to put this out
You say youve got the most respect for me
But sometimes I feel youre not deserving me
And still youre in my heart
But youre the only one and yes
There are times when I hate you
But I dont complain
Cause Ive been afraid that you would've walk away
Oh but now I dont hate you
Im happy to say
That I will be there at the end of the day
I dont wanna be without you babe
I dont want a broken heart
Dont wanna take breath with out you babe
I dont wanna play that part
I know that I love you
But let me just say
I dont want to love you in no kind of way no no
I dont want a broken heart
And I dont wanna play the broken-hearted girl...NoNo
No broken-hearted girl
Now Im at a place I thought Id never beOooo
Im living in a world thats all about you and meyeah
Ain't gotta be afraid my broken heart is free
To spread my wings and fly away
Away With you
yeah yeah yeah, ohh ohh ohh
I dont wanna be without my baby
I dont wanna a broken heart
Dont want to take a breath with out my baby
I dont wanna play that part
I know that I love you
But let me just say
I dont want to love you in no kind of way..No..No
I dont want a broken heart
I dont wanna play the broken-hearted girl..No..No..
No broken-hearted girl
Broken-hearted girl Nono
No broken-hearted girl
No broken-hearted girl

2010-03-07T07:23:00.000-08:00

well well well long time never update haha..
here are the pic when ria bday bash.. enjoy watching!

Goin to Ria Bday Bash tonight

2010-02-20T11:00:00.000-08:00

Yeah here i come to republic poly..at 8pm start end till 10 i think..
Can't wait to see my idol,,Taufik Batisah on stage..also there will
be hady mirza,,didi charzly,,zaidbatian,,anak seni,,styles from beyond,,
and banyak lagi..heehhe..

In the afternoon me n sis will spen our time with dad..hahh FINALLY !
Well i cant wait to ketok his money..

Try sleeping with a Broken Heart

2010-02-19T10:59:00.000-08:00

Well again i cant sleep..im afraid of loosing someone close to me which is my mom..
Doctor says her condition of her health is going worse..And the docther kept telling my mom to
prepare everything that is important for me n my sis..Help me pray together..Prayy that
m mom will cure from any sickness..

Secondly i lost my trust to a guy that i love so much..It's bout 4 months plus we've been together..
But still the trust is on and off..Maybe becoz im afraid of heart-broken so everything i would ask him every detail i wwanted to know..Then i find out one day, that he trusted other girl by giving his password and iD,,just to check his profile.. Im so sad and angry with that..I clarified thing with hm saying that im not happy coz he trust other girl then his own Girlfriend..Then his reason is that he doesn't like me checking his personal things..and he mantion he afraid later i not sincere example(delete his frens contact)..well GIRLS OUT THERE please tell me what you feel if you are in my situation..Am i too control?Am i over jealousy? Im jealous to see some of my friends(the couples) add each other at tagged or/and facebook telling all their friends that they are attacthed... is he being selfish? [well i need some advice]

2010-02-17T10:46:00.000-08:00

Well again today i cant sleep..hmm it's been 3 days i never write..haha lazy la n too tired.. ok ok This is the story on 15 feb, right after i post about the baby,i and family went to cwp mkn kat banquet den watch movie.. first movie was at 9.45 its the Valentine Day..then second movie was at 11.50 its the Percy Jackson and the lightning theft..i really enjoy the second movie syok!!
that day my mom spent 100 dollars
for the movie tickets..Just tickets taw..total for five people..

2010-02-15T00:12:00.000-08:00

Hello dear bloggers..
Yesterday too tired to on laptop..
came back late.so the baby boy is so damn cute.
there's a mistake, his name is actually Md. Akid..

Md. Akid is born on 12/02/2010
He is in the month of the TIGER..
heehhe look at his face.. his eyebrown..
fierce kan..

ok now i show you guys the big brother of this baby..

His name is Md. Zakir..
and this year he will be turning 11 years old..

Brother and small baby look cute with their pinchable cheeks..Heehe :)

2010-02-13T23:22:00.000-08:00

Now i'm going to my granny house to meet the new member of my family..
my aunt juz gave birth to a new born baby boy..His name is Md. Zakib..
Upddate the pic later yaw..

Friendship from my heart to your's..

2010-02-09T08:55:00.000-08:00

Today I would want to dedicate this post for Yanna, Mamai, Gegerl, Yuyul and especially for Nur AMIRAH..

F R I E N D S

Friends are our companions for life

They will be our friends, be they guys or gals

In the world of the kind

True friends are hard to find

To my dear friends bear that in mind.

And never ever leave them behind

Friends, whenever we go

They will be there for us to share our woes and pain

Likewise, a friend in need is a friend in deed

To my dear Amirah,
here is a poem for you..

"Friendship is like a chain"

"That binds our heart together"

and if it never breaks,

"The chain will be FRIENDS FOREVER"

2010-02-06T13:02:00.000-08:00

Today can't sleep dont know whats bothering me..Well it been a long time since the last time i update my blog..hmm A new year has began and new goals to achieve..

First of all i wish and hope hard that my mom will recover and become a healthy average person..
Secondly i wish my small sister will pass her PSLE with flying colours this year..
Thirdly wish some one i know will realise his mistake and become a better person in life..
I wish the person whom i love will love me as mush as i do..
I wish me and my bestfriend and my girlfriends will last our friendship forever..till we married and have kids..
I wish i will success in my studies so that my family and i can lean a better life in the future..
I wish i have the magic to make everyone i know to feel happy..

Well seven wishes.Seven is my fav number haha..

April Bride

2009-10-12T03:26:00.000-07:00

sad story..i like the husband whom still love and cares for her no mater what..she have breast cancer and yet he wants to marry her..the next day of their marridge,she pass away

N-level Crazyness!!!!

2009-07-16T06:33:00.001-07:00

My english oral..Chicken feet!!haha..
but im so nervous..haha Harry Potter Starts today sey..
My prelims in August..and the N-level is on SEPTEMBER.................
Aarrhh.... hee I will not be able to update my blog everyday..
due to my important examination..kae..

Second day of school!!

2009-06-30T06:38:00.000-07:00

Hmm bored la my form teacher on mc!!!
Mdm Chai I hope u get well soon..
I mishh your lesson..
heehe..

Why I'm so Sad Today??

2009-06-29T06:06:00.001-07:00

Hai..I want to share my feelings for today..Today is the first day of school reopen..And my dad forget to give me and my sister school pocket money..This morning at around 6.10am, I called my dad to ask him about school pocket money..And he never pick up..After I left the house,a few minutes later my dad called my mobile phone..And said,: "Hah Fika duit sekola pakai duet mama dulu k later I pay her back.." After I listen to what he have said, I then asked him where are you and why never pick up my call..And he told me he was sleeping at his friends house..And I then said ok la bye..And when I was siting at the 962 bus stop my head keep asking why my father behave this way??My heart hurts when I know from my father himslf told me he slept at his friend house..

After schools finished I strait away went back home..And my little sister was at home,my mom and dad went to court..And I share with my sister about what I felt this morning..I was crying all along as I was talking to her..

Then sundently my mom called,and asked me and my sister to change clothes and meet her at Woodland Civic Centre.Then have dinner at Causeway Point.When I meet my mom at Civic,she told me everything that happened in the court..and I told her today I don't why I am so sad that I feel like to cry..And so I did cry a lot..As I'm tyiping right now,my tears keep falling..

Then my mom want to watch movie..She said releave stress..And we watched japanese movie called Thread of Destiny at 6.50pm..

The show was a love story one..and it was a sad movie too..So again I cry a lot..Hee..Today I am soo EMOTIONAL...Hee that all I have to go..

I like Bumble Bee!!

2009-06-27T22:11:00.000-07:00

Hee Yesterday was so fun..
The show was extremely Enjoyable..
Gee..
If can I want to bring home the Bumble Bee car man!!
The yellow car was so cute and espeacially when it cries..
Ouww..

Transformers Movie Yeah!!

2009-06-27T00:19:00.000-07:00

Today I'm going to meet my grandmother,aunties and small cousin's..

We are all going to watch the "Transformers" movie at Ehub..
Hee poor thing..
All my friends,one by one ask me out to watch Transformers movie together..
Maybe next time k guys..
This is the picture of my lovely grandmother and me..I love her so much!
And her Laksa is so.... delicious

Yeah!! School is back..

2009-06-26T10:30:00.000-07:00

I can't wait to go school..hee I must be crazy right?! All student's around singapore, mostly they voted EXTENDED HOLIDAYS.. But not me.. hee hee..

If can, I actually want the secondary life to end and move forward to ite life..

GEE..you guys must know why.. because...

I can't wait to meet the new friends..

But if I left the secondary life,

I will surely going too miss my friends..

June Holiday

2009-06-17T02:06:00.000-07:00

Im now at my cousins house =D
What a humid wheather..
I miss the school hee..like reall.. but
i'm really miss my friends..I've really had a lot of fun
during the 7june09..having the chalet for 4 days..
Thank You everyone who came to my party..Especially
all my family members and cousins.. i love you guys..
my so called 'bestfriend' i invite her,,she did not even call me or send me message seh D:
She's my primary school ''bestie'' and when come to secondary school,,when meet new friends,,
and thats when she forgot our friendship..pherm forget it..now im enjoying the holidays..

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