The Stages

" 1.The chase. The stage where you get to know the person & grow to love them. You talk to them constantly & text them. They’re usually the last person you talk to before you go to bed. You wake up to goodmorning texts from them & they’re on your mind throughout the day. As you two grow closer, you learn more about each other that makes you fall even deeper in love with them. Their flaws aren’t really flaws to you & everything they do just makes you light up. You guys share the same taste in music & do cute things for each other. You try to impress one another & I bet your friends tease you two about getting together.






2.The facebook status change. So it’s official. Facebook official. You two are now “In A Relationship”. Congratulations ! Your friends “like” it & comment on it. Don’t even deny that you like the attention. Admit it, honeymoon days & the pillowtalk stage is great. (;







3.Comfortable. You guys have reached a level of comfort with each other. You stopped trying to hard to impress one another & gradually you grow so accustomed to them if you’re a girl you lose the need to doll up & look your best every time you see them. Sometimes you may miss being single. It’s weird, when you’re single you want to be in a relationship but once you’re in one you sort of miss being single. You miss the freedom & now you’re responsible for another person’s feelings. But you shouldn’t feel that way constantly, or maybe you just can’t settle down. 4.Those stay-up-all-night-soul-crushing fights. You two have your first real fight. It was bound to happen eventually. Usually it brings you two closer because like they say, those who fight still care for each other. Those fights will either cause you to break up, or if you two endure, your love for each other will grow stronger & more secure. You realize the other person isn’t perfect, or exactly how you thought they were, as you become even more entwined in their life, but you love them despite your expectations.







5.The grass is greener on the other side syndrome. There comes a point where you wonder if someone else could make you happier. If there’s someone out there that will connect to you better or love you better. The thing is, when they get you, most guys stop doing the things they used to. You miss how hard he would try & the cute things he’d do. It seems like he’s not putting in as much effort as the other guy who does cute things for you but face it, those insignificant things are nothing compared to the love he has for you. When a guy truly loves you, best believe you have his heart in the palm of your hands.







6.Long term. Maybe it’s 6 months, or maybe it’s a year. But when you two have made it so far together that you’re considered long term, that’s an accomplishment because most couples around this age only last a few months."

"Everything" by Lifehouse




Find me here

Speak to me

I want to feel you

I need to hear you

You are the light

That's leading me

To the place where I find peace again.



You are the strength, that keeps me walking.

You are the hope, that keeps me trusting.

You are the light to my soul.

You are my purpose...you're everything.



How can I stand here with you and not be moved by you?

Would you tell me how could it be any better than this?



You calm the storms, and you give me rest.

You hold me in your hands, you won't let me fall.

You steal my heart, and you take my breath away.

Would you take me in? Take me deeper now?



How can I stand here with you and not be moved by you?

Would you tell me how could it be any better than this?

And how can I stand here with you and not be moved by you?

Would you tell me how could it be any better than this?



Cause you're all I want, You're all I need

You're everything,everything

You're all I want your all I need

You're everything, everything.



How can I stand here with you and not be moved by you?

Would you tell me how could it be any better than this?

I don't wanna play the broken-hearted girl

Youre everything I thought you never were
And nothing like I thought you couldve been
But still you live inside of me
So tell me how is that?
Youre the only one I wish I could forget
The only one Id love to not forgive
And though you break my heart, youre the only one
And though there are times when I hate you
Cause I cant erase
The times that you hurt me
And put tears on my face
And even now while I hate you
It pains me to say
I know Ill be there at the end of the day
I dont wanna be without you babe
I dont want a broken heart
Dont wanna take a breath with out you babe
I dont wanna play that part
I know that I love you
But let me just say
I dont want to love you in no kind of way no no
I dont want a broken heart
And I dont wanna play the broken-hearted girlNo...No
No broken-hearted girl
Im no broken-hearted girl
Something that I feel I need to say
But up to now Ive always been afraid
That you would never come around
And still I want to put this out
You say youve got the most respect for me
But sometimes I feel youre not deserving me
And still youre in my heart
But youre the only one and yes
There are times when I hate you
But I dont complain
Cause Ive been afraid that you would've walk away
Oh but now I dont hate you
Im happy to say
That I will be there at the end of the day
I dont wanna be without you babe
I dont want a broken heart
Dont wanna take breath with out you babe
I dont wanna play that part
I know that I love you
But let me just say
I dont want to love you in no kind of way no no
I dont want a broken heart
And I dont wanna play the broken-hearted girl...NoNo
No broken-hearted girl
Now Im at a place I thought Id never beOooo
Im living in a world thats all about you and meyeah
Ain't gotta be afraid my broken heart is free
To spread my wings and fly away
Away With you
yeah yeah yeah, ohh ohh ohh
I dont wanna be without my baby
I dont wanna a broken heart
Dont want to take a breath with out my baby
I dont wanna play that part
I know that I love you
But let me just say
I dont want to love you in no kind of way..No..No
I dont want a broken heart
I dont wanna play the broken-hearted girl..No..No..
No broken-hearted girl
Broken-hearted girl Nono
No broken-hearted girl
No broken-hearted girl

well well well long time never update haha..
here are the pic when ria bday bash.. enjoy watching!

Goin to Ria Bday Bash tonight

Yeah here i come to republic poly..at 8pm start end till 10 i think..
Can't wait to see my idol,,Taufik Batisah on stage..also there will
be hady mirza,,didi charzly,,zaidbatian,,anak seni,,styles from beyond,,
and banyak lagi..heehhe..

In the afternoon me n sis will spen our time with dad..hahh FINALLY !
Well i  cant wait to ketok his money..

Try sleeping with a Broken Heart

Well again i cant sleep..im afraid of loosing someone close to me which is my mom..
Doctor says her condition of her health is going worse..And the docther kept telling my mom to
prepare everything that is important for me n my sis..Help me pray together..Prayy that
m mom will cure from any sickness..

Secondly i lost my trust to a guy that i love so much..It's bout 4 months plus we've been together..
But still the trust is on and off..Maybe becoz im afraid of heart-broken so everything i would ask him every detail i wwanted to know..Then i find out one day, that he trusted other girl by giving his password and iD,,just to check his profile.. Im so sad and angry with that..I clarified thing with hm saying that im not happy coz he trust other girl then his own Girlfriend..Then his reason is that he doesn't like me checking his personal things..and he mantion he afraid later i not sincere example(delete his frens contact)..well GIRLS OUT THERE please tell me what you feel if you are in my situation..Am i too control?Am i over jealousy? Im jealous to see some of my friends(the couples) add each other at tagged or/and facebook telling all their friends that they are attacthed... is he being selfish? [well i need some advice]

Well again today i cant sleep..hmm it's been 3 days i never write..haha lazy la n too tired.. ok ok This is the story on 15 feb, right after i post about the baby,i and family went to cwp mkn kat banquet den watch movie.. first movie was at 9.45 its the Valentine Day..then second movie was at 11.50 its the Percy Jackson and the lightning theft..i really enjoy the second movie syok!!
that day my mom spent 100 dollars
for the movie tickets..Just tickets taw..total for five people..